Stream of emotions

Lost my important two one is gone to heaven one i lost in people's zoo i lost this 2020 match i lost my strength ,l lost my love i lost everything, i lost  the precious that I owe i lost my hero i have in my plate just a big zero i lost my roots because of which i was blooming i am still looking for the lost  soul to  try resuming i was dreaming of relating my love and my life i never thought of they will leave this soon to let  me alone strive both were my love,my  life and my pride now i have to listen to social rife and go on single ride i lost my first love ,i lost the last one too difference is just that one is gone to heaven & one i lost in people's zoo _NIDHI$

पापा मेरे ज़िन्दगी का सबसे  अहम हिस्सा आपके बिना अधूरा है हर पहलू, हर किस्सा सबसे लाडली बनके आपके घर ये नन्ही परी आई आपकी प्रेम की छाया में मेंने आपसी छवि पाई मेरे दुख आधे कर खुशियां दोगुनी की मुझे बड़ा करने में कोई कसर नहीं रखी मेरे सबसे अच्छे दोस्त बने  किया है मेरे  हर सपने को पूरा वादा करती हूं रखूंगी नहीं आपकी कोई इच्छा को अधूरा कभी जताया नहीं आपने पर आपके गहरे स्नेह का है मुझे अहसास दूर जाकर भी मुझसे, आप अब भी हो मेरे पास जाते जाते भी बहुत कुछ है आपने सिखाया आज भी मैंने हर क़दम पर आपको अपने साथ ही है पाया में कभी कह नहीं पायी...आपसे कहने ही थी आयी की ज़िंदगी के इस मोड़ पर आपको आपने साथ खड़ा चाहती हूं में आप की परी हूं आप के दिए पंखों से ऊंची उड़ान भरना चाहती हूं आपसे अपने दिल की बातें सांझा करती थी और करना चाहती हूं अब में बड़ी हो गई हूं ..आपके भार को बांटना चाहती  हूं आपसे बहुत कुछ कहना चाहती हूं रह गई सारे बाते अनकही अब किससे कहूं किसे बताऊं की में क्या चाहती हूं किससे कहूं मन की बात याद है मुझे कैसे हम दोनों मिलकर मां को तंग किया...

wo sawal tha jiska mein jawab na bn saki wo rat thi jiski  mein chandni na bn  saki wo smandar tha jiski mein  gehrai na bn saki wo dard tha jiski mein marham na bn saki wo dua thi meri jiska mein zikr na bn saki wo lamha tha mera mein uska samay na bn saki wo  ghar tha jiski mein dehliz na bn saki wo gum tha mera pr uska aansu na bn saki wo khushi tha meri mein uski hasi na bn saki wo sahil tha mera jiski mein  leher na bn saki wo safalta bn gaya meri mein uski koshish na bn saki wo mazil tha meri mein rah na bn saki wo ayana tha mera mein uski parchai na bn saki wo andhera tha mera mein uski roshani na bn saki wo din tha mera mein uski sham na bn saki wo lekhak tha mera aur mein uski  kahani na bn saki Haa wo  pyar tha mera mein uski zindagani na bn saki _Nidhi$

*****The Last String***** When YOU walked into my life , slowly Strings got attached from my heart to yours The bond became stronger The number of Strings was increasing day by day We started creating memories with each growing String This idea of getting Connected to YOU took me to cloud 9 I was very Happy out there and suddenly one String broke I was frightened of losing YOU I want it to be a mere nightmare which  I can ignore and then it was like rollback of everything thing Strings started breaking Then i saw YOU who were breaking string from the other side I was aware about it but I have never shown up it to YOU I made you feel that I haven't seen you doing that to me I have never made you realized that you were caught it's just because of that Last String between US which YOU tried to break  with all your efforts but each time YOU failed I have never ever prayed for your failure but that was your first failure which made me happy Power of my Love st...

yes we clicked the day you passed by a college corridor yes we clicked many times when we chat yes we clicked the day when i confessed yes we clicked the day we shared our good and bad yes we clicked the day we exchanged emotions instead of books yes we clicked when u cried over phone with fear of losing me yes we clicked the day when we used to go for a walk after each exam of yours yes we clicked the day you signed of from college yes we clicked each passing day of this beautiful bond yes we clicked no i just clicked the day you started cheating on me faith grew stronger that i clicked the day i saw you wid other girl in a shopping mall then i clicked it was just me who was getting clicked all the time then i clicked i am a  plan B of your life then i clicked i was being fooled cause i had blind trust on you then i clicked the person i love can never love anybody except money then i clicked i am nobody to you then i clicked we j...

To all those men who don't physical touch us but make us feel uncomfotable with  your lusty stare in bus train even at workplace To all those men who come too close and took advantage of the poor girl child To all those men who promise their sister to keep safe and misbehave with other's sister To all those men while being protective who carries out bad things To all those men who advise girls about clothing and himself stare with an dirty eye To all those men who decide our in out timings and kill the woman inside us at home To all those men who are cab driver n rikshawalas please drive us home safe do not harm us To all those men this is humble request from all of us just let us wander safe let us roam alone without fear of getting kidnapped , raped, killed or murdered let us live in peace we are not harming you any way please do not harm us do not kill humanity do not destroy trust of women on you _Nidhi$ #RIPPRIYANKAREDDY ...